RaiN of TiMe

"Time cures all" a very popular phrase which comforts most people who are sad. For me, time changes all. More accuratelly, it should be society changes all From elementary school to secondary school until now form six, I notice that I myself hav changed a lot although my friend says a little bit only. The time when I hav changed to another elementary school , I became better in my academic. It may due to teachers' effort as I never get first place before in the class ( if transfer school , i must study in normal class first and aft one year only can go to excellent class). First change in the academic performance. During my life of form one to form three, I realized that I hav a big problem in communication with people who don't know Chinese. I always spoke in Chinese and I was sooo bad in English pronunciation as I didn't use English in my life. However, I didn't mind it as there were still many people who spoke Chinese. Until I met him (Q), he made me realising my problem in communication as he tried to learn Chinese in order to communicate with me. I was touched so much but I hated to be looked down. Therefore, I made my effort to ameliorate my pronunciation and it lived up to my expectation. Thanks him very much although we didn't get together at the end. You are always in my heart. During my life of form four to form five, my personality has changed. I used to be introvert. I seldom talk to people who I first meet even feeling strange. I would b quiet and anticipating to leave the situation. However, aft I transfered school, I commenced to change as there were actually tiny Chinese people. I had to talk in Malay. But due to working with Indonesia people in facial shop, my Malay speaking was quite good. And it is no problem for me. During these period, I hav involved in many competitions and making my events. Some failed some succeeded. It was an open-eye experience for me and I started to be more confident.I started to make friend and capitalize on my rumour to make fun. It must be due to a person --- Q's ex gf or my friend's, (H) whom I admire , gf (C). She is a affectionate, cute, pretty, clever girl. By comparison, her academic performance come up to mine. She is prettier, more affectionate than me. She always has many friends. I had green-eyed with her at tat time and tried to improve myself. Hitherto, I m in form six. I realize that I totally change myself. I become more active and try to unite my classmates. Usually, I won't do it. I try to communicate with teachers in English and sometimes even trifle with the teachers. I nearly become famous among my classmates. Now i try to make friend with seniors. I even bring a chopping board and peeler to school to peel apples ! It is a bit crazy bt funny ! "Time changes all " lieu of "time cures all"... no longer introvert, no longer having communication prob, no longer having complex inferiority ..... I noe I would miss the past me ... But I won't go back !